Wow. The memories, I havent talked to a lot of old friends n a while. I feel almost bad...hehe no really though it just sucks what miles and miles will do to people. That and I have been having some of the weirdest dreams lately, all involving people I have known. I am sure that the fact that I have been watching a bunch of action and end of civilization movies that help spur that...Oh I may never see those people again, thoughts. Well that and the fact that the good friends that I have made here in Searcy may end up the same way. With Brandon going into the military, UUUGGHH Life sucks sometimes. I would like to tell everyone that i consider and those who consider me a friend...I love you all and I am going to miss you guys to death when we leave. Yeah this is the pre-moving gitters. But that doesnt change my sicerity. I will still keep in touch if even through xanga! Anyway, I got to move on, but, God bless the internet! Alright, now to move on from the seriousness....Eva is tring to crawl. She pushes herself to her hands and knees and hold that position for a while. It is so funny, because you can see it in her face that all she has to do is bring her knee forward and then shes on the roll, but then she rocks alittle and her knee budges but then she comes down ...flump... on to her tummy. Eva looks up at me with this look of..."I tried i know i can but the darn leg wont cooperate with me. And of course her baby memory goes oh..."HI mom" and as soon as she smiles at me she is back up ready to try again. I am so proud of her. I cant emagine what it will be like when she says her first word..or goes to school...or worse....drives for the first time....

Anyway I have to go dress my baby. She has been naked all day..(aside from the almighty diaper) Mind you she doesnt ever mind and frankly Daddy and I havent felt like dressing her. Shes awake now and I must go.  Alright much love to you all.